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Izzy Land
the inside story of an invisible zombie
Created on 2007-05-28 09:24:38 (#13036146), last updated 2007-07-19
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Basic Info| Name: | izzy_anna |
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| Birthdate: | 07-01 |
BioI'd like to invision myself as being Buffy from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. People view me as being in charge at work, and I try my best to make people see that I am tough...a fighter...a leader. All I am is someone who is falling apart inside. Once I regain strength I always fall down again.
Many things fill my head that distract me. I have so many bad habits that I fight against every single day of my life.
But this is the first day...the first day of the rest of my life where I am going to have control...and complete control, of what I do. I decided what's best for me, I decide how I'm going to look, and I decide how I'm going to live.
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But despite all that, my soul is filled with love and compassion. Although I don't show compassion too well (for I build a brick wall around me), nothing stands between me and those I love.
I am a nursing assistant, and although it is ironic or hypocrytic of me to be in this field of work with all the things going in my head, I'll stop being modest temporarily to say that I am a hell of a good worker. I've been an NA for about 5 years now. During my line of work I have hugged, cried, danced, and laughed with the residents living there. Emotions that I can't accept when people do that to me. But I treat all of my residents the way I wish I could let others treat me. Although my line of work can be depressing at times such as when residents pass away, my line of work is also fullfilling, knowing that I can at least make a person's last days comfortable.
Many things fill my head that distract me. I have so many bad habits that I fight against every single day of my life.
But this is the first day...the first day of the rest of my life where I am going to have control...and complete control, of what I do. I decided what's best for me, I decide how I'm going to look, and I decide how I'm going to live.
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But despite all that, my soul is filled with love and compassion. Although I don't show compassion too well (for I build a brick wall around me), nothing stands between me and those I love.
I am a nursing assistant, and although it is ironic or hypocrytic of me to be in this field of work with all the things going in my head, I'll stop being modest temporarily to say that I am a hell of a good worker. I've been an NA for about 5 years now. During my line of work I have hugged, cried, danced, and laughed with the residents living there. Emotions that I can't accept when people do that to me. But I treat all of my residents the way I wish I could let others treat me. Although my line of work can be depressing at times such as when residents pass away, my line of work is also fullfilling, knowing that I can at least make a person's last days comfortable.
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